No, I Don't hate you

U asked me if I hate u, and I answered no... to hate a person is so suffering and I don't want to get suffer because of hating u... what's the point of hating a person? there's no advantages at all...

anyway still feeling good of still able to talk to u...

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Hmmm… been abandoned this blog for sometimes again… initially this blog was just a blog for me to express myself well to someone in my life… or maybe it can be a blog to test things out… unfortunately… things changing and keep changing… been heartbroken… been ups and downs in dealing with this person… lately I feel a bit disappointed as well… but all I could do is stay cool… nothing much I could do anymore… internet speed was so slow and so I couldn’t online too much and got no time to talk to him for like a week plus? Whatever is it as long as he is happy anything will be fine..

Am still here if you need someone to talk to… alright… another update for this blog again…

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From the happy mode in the beginning to more and more serious and hectic ways now... I don't know why things become like that but seems like been through something eh? hehe..

anyway post 35 now... time flies... it's weekend again... wish u have a great weekend..

Sakurairo maukoro

Sakurairo maukoro, watashi wa hitori
Osae kirenu mune ni tachi tsuku shiteta

Wakabairo moyureba omoi afurete
Subete wo miushinai anata he nagareta

Meguru kigi tachi dakega
Futari wo miteita no
Hito dokoro ni wa todomare nai to
Sotto oshie nagara

Karehairo someteku anata no tonari
Utsurui yuku hibi ga ai he to kawaru no

Douka kigi tachi dake wa
Kono omoi wo mamotte
Mou ichido dake futari no uede
Sotto ha wo yurashite

Yagate toki wa futari wo
Doko he yakonde yuku no
Tada hitotsu dake tashikana ima wo
Sotto dakishimeteita

Yuki keshou madoe wa omoi hagurete
Ashiato mo keshiteku otonaki itazura

Douka kigi tachi dake wa
Kono omoi wo mamotte
“Eien” no naka futari todomete
Koko ni iki tsudukete

Meguru kigi tachi dakega
Futari wo miteita no
Hito dokoro ni wa todomare nai to
Sotto oshie nagara

Sakurairo maukoro, watashi wa hitori
Anata he no omoi wo kamishimeta mama

p/s: another Japanese song that U've send to me... this time U didn't dedicate this song to me and I guess is not suitable to dedicate? :) anyway it's a nice song... I love this song... not because u send to me but because of Mika Nakashima...

Sorry

I somehow there is still something we haven’t be frank to each other… yes I do love to think and I love to think A LOT… well… all the hectic days are enough to kill me… yes too many things happened… u, family, friends… workload getting heavier as well…

Anyway sorry for everything…

U drive me insane

the more I say the more I feel like my words gone with the wind

the more I care the more I feel the silly deep inside me

the more I feel the more it drives me insane

if you really want to tell me you would have to tell me... if you really care for me you would have just behave in a proper way...

thanks for driving me insane!

Think twice please

Still cant believe you asked me such question yesterday... I didn't know my first reaction would be frustrated... I felt frustrated because I don't know how to advice you on that...I try to chill myself think all over again... Finally I still can't get any better and left you that note...

The time when I see your replied saying You going to go on your plan...it's just like heartbroken... I have no idea why, but I really hope you'll think wisely...